Showing posts with label thought. Show all posts
Showing posts with label thought. Show all posts
The Thought and The Heart
It's not just the present,
it's having the present in the present,
it's what you did to get it and what it means to have it before my very eyes
(right now)
what it means to want when there was no means
and then to receive when I didn't expect to
--and from you, you and you--
that's what makes it more than a present but a true gift!
At times like this,
when things aren't glowing as brightly as we are
and all around us looks the same,
when we seem to be in the same place as we were yesterday,
your gift has done things that I would have never known.
It is something I did not expect.
The action of you doing something different
and, of all times, right now,
has changed the repetition of the past
(a past in which our world did not turn and time did not pass)
what you have done has moved me
(we once were invisible beings)
now you have touched me...
within my tears that are like the sea
~the thought and the heart~
I will never forget.
Love,
Kayla ♡
© December 25th, 2012 Kayla Napua Kong
Hit send!
I haven't told the whole truth and nothing but the truth. I was wrong. It was wrong of me because what I did, did not do it justice!
I hit send. But I hit it a little too late. I gave it a little too much thought. I gave my mind the chance to think and find it's pride again. I shouldn't have let it. I should've hit send right from the start! But I didn't... I waited... and that was my downfall because if I hadn't waited, if I hadn't given myself the time to think then, I would have hit send in the midst of all my fury! ...and it would've been the real, raw, truth! But no... I went to edit it because maybe I came off a little cockier than I intended and maybe I came off arrogant when I really wasn't trying to be... and maybe it's because, in the heat of the moment, I didn't know how to explain myself very well... and maybe I cared if people (who haven't lived my life) would be able to understand where I was coming from... and maybe I thought it would offend the wrong people that I didn't intend to offend.. and maybe because of all of that thinking I remembered my pride and maybe that's why I deleted 50% of it before I hit send! Therefore, I haven't been 100% honest! Only 50%! *0.0) WTF! That's no good! That's half a**! Dass not da way!
So, I'm gonna go back, put back all that I left out and I'm gonna hit send whether you like it or not.
*X_X
11-29-2012 10:38am © Kayla Napua Kong
I hit send. But I hit it a little too late. I gave it a little too much thought. I gave my mind the chance to think and find it's pride again. I shouldn't have let it. I should've hit send right from the start! But I didn't... I waited... and that was my downfall because if I hadn't waited, if I hadn't given myself the time to think then, I would have hit send in the midst of all my fury! ...and it would've been the real, raw, truth! But no... I went to edit it because maybe I came off a little cockier than I intended and maybe I came off arrogant when I really wasn't trying to be... and maybe it's because, in the heat of the moment, I didn't know how to explain myself very well... and maybe I cared if people (who haven't lived my life) would be able to understand where I was coming from... and maybe I thought it would offend the wrong people that I didn't intend to offend.. and maybe because of all of that thinking I remembered my pride and maybe that's why I deleted 50% of it before I hit send! Therefore, I haven't been 100% honest! Only 50%! *0.0) WTF! That's no good! That's half a**! Dass not da way!
So, I'm gonna go back, put back all that I left out and I'm gonna hit send whether you like it or not.
*X_X
11-29-2012 10:38am © Kayla Napua Kong
Subscribe to:
Comments (Atom)
