Remembering a dream...

when her heart stopped

my heart started


she sleeps forever

i am finally awake

but i can never wake up from this nightmare

only to saddness from this good dream

i never want to forget her

she's slipping away...

but i won't let her.

© July 17, 2016

Letting

It's scary

letting go of a part of yourself

to become who you're meant to be

letting go of the miserable life you had

in order to get the life you've always wanted

letting go of the old

to make room for the new

letting the dead things die

and deleting the things that help you remember

because, honestly, you will never forget

and going out into the unknown

because you're certain of your future

1-27-2013 Sun. 6:32pm © Kayla Napua Kong

The Thought and The Heart

It's not just the present,

it's having the present in the present,

it's what you did to get it and what it means to have it before my very eyes

(right now)

what it means to want when there was no means

and then to receive when I didn't expect to

--and from you, you and you--

that's what makes it more than a present but a true gift!

At times like this,

when things aren't glowing as brightly as we are

and all around us looks the same,

when we seem to be in the same place as we were yesterday,

your gift has done things that I would have never known.

It is something I did not expect.

The action of you doing something different

and, of all times, right now,

has changed the repetition of the past

(a past in which our world did not turn and time did not pass)

what you have done has moved me

(we once were invisible beings)

now you have touched me...

within my tears that are like the sea

~the thought and the heart~

I will never forget.

Love,

Kayla ♡

© December 25th, 2012 Kayla Napua Kong

Remembering

(*U.U)

We forget why we forgot in the first place

and

in remembering

we remember it was to protect us from the pain

so, forget again.


September 5, 2012 4am © Kayla Napua Kong